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The hidden astral world series – Omen


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  I’m not one to dramatize things, so when I say read at your own risk, then take note. For those who wish to gain a fuller understanding of the denizens of the astral worlds around us, then proceed by all means.

 

In my last entry, I explained how the seeds of doubt were always being planted in my mind and I needed something that I could not refute.

Astral experiences could be explained away too easily and 3D experiences could be the result of people following logical trains of thought to a logical end. Just because they agreed with you didn’t mean they were right.  You don’t know for sure if they’re saying it to seem like they had the experience of that it really happened.Plus the mind is too easily swayed.

The only thing that would really work was a being that both belonged to the 3D world and the astral world at the same time that I could actually talk with.

That was a pretty tall order, as you can imagine. I don’t know about other people, but in my experience, such beings are not exactly thick on the ground, and those who are, rarely reveal themselves, let alone make themselves available. If such a being did exist, it was hardly going to fall into my lap.

Ironically, that’s what happened.  Well, not fall into my lap, but came into my life.

One day, a whole lot of synchronicities that had been building up for a while, suddenly came together and allowed me to start talking to someone who was exactly that. A being bound to two worlds at once.

This being has gone by many names and for the purpose of this exercise; we’ll refer to him as Omen.

I won’t go into the details of how we met and the circumstances that led me to talking to him as that’s not that important. What is important is that he’s agreed to give his perspective on things from the point of view of a dark entity.

You might ask why I’d want to put such information out there? Mostly to make people aware of what is happening on other levels, and more importantly, to help them become more in tune with their environment, and the inherent dangers out there.

Too many are not in tune nowadays. They dismiss and ignore all the warning signs and evade responsibility for the events in their own lives.

If someone uses this information to become aware and work with nature, rather than trying to subjugate it, then it is well worth it.

It will also explain many of the experiences people have, but make them think they are crazy.

So, who exactly is Omen?

*deep breathe*

Well, that’s an interesting question with a fascinating answer.

In a nutshell, he is a demonic being who has been bound to a human body for many, many thousands of years.  Every time the body dies, he immediately finds himself in a new one with full memory of his past ones. As a result, for him, it’s been one long continuous life.

He has been doing this for a mind boggling sixty thousand years.  (Probably give or take a few.)

Sometimes he’s attached to a male body, sometimes female. The current body is in its early twenties.  He’s actually not in the body, but outside it. He uses it like a marionette, but is attached enough to show emotion and react to normal body functions.

Now you’re probably thinking by now: Okay, Gary has finally lost it. Not only is it impossible but even if it was true, how likely is it that he would be chatting to this demonic being on a regular basis?

More to the point, why would he take the word of a twenty something year old just because they claim to be this being? Anyone can do that. Anyone can do some research and pretend to be anyone.

And yes, this is true. If you dedicated yourself full time to studying up all the information on the net on history and metaphysics, you may be able to pull such a thing off.

And yes, I can ask him any question, and he will have an answer. He can reel off historical facts and approximate dates and completely obscure information that would make your head spin.  It’s worth noting, though, that he can only relay that information relative to where he was at the time.

It’s no different to saying, hey I lived in the 21st century, and someone asks, well, what happened with so and so on such and such a date, and unless it was something really noteworthy, chances are you would not have a clue. Then they would say: Oh, you must be lying as though being there means you’re the repository of all information that ever existed. Even people alive today could not tell you a fraction of what has happened in the world during their lifetime.

But yes, he has the historical knowledge.

He also has an abundance of metaphysical knowledge that puts me to shame. It is obscure, abundant and he mentions things that I had only intuited over the years. Things that just aren’t on the net.

But, you might be thinking, if this person is real, then surely they can do, well, spirit type stuff.

And yes, he can indeed do the things you’d expect an astral demonic being to be able to do and he has done this, upon request and on demand and repeatedly when I have asked.

And yes, the experience I had was real enough that I experienced a definite shift in my senses that was more than just imagination. (Like if you stub your toe. You know you did because you feel the pain in no uncertain terms.)

But this is not about my own experiences with him. This is about the knowledge he has.

I’ve tossed around the idea with Omen of doing an interview for a while, and he’s kindly written a few things about the perspectives of being from the so called ‘dark’ side of things.

Now, to be perfectly clear, this is not a channelling. This is not someone who is possessed by a demon or someone who is being influenced. This is an actual demonic being.

The following series of blogs will be about what he has written, but next there will be a personal introduction from him.

Next: An introduction letter from Omen

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com.

 

Empath Chat room – The room of synchronicity.


 

 

empathBefore I continue on with the current series (which will continue for a few months), I wanted to just to mention the Empath / Spiritual support chat room.

While its intention is for empath and spiritual support, it is, and always was intended as a place of synchronicity.

For those who don’t know what that is (and think it’s only the name of an old record by The Police), synchronicity is about meaningful coincidences that help you along your path.

It was a term first coined by Carl Jung and then made popular in the 1990s by The Celestine Prophecy written by James Redfield.

The interesting thing about synchronicity is that the more you focus on it, the more it happens, and the quicker you move along your chosen path.

Years ago, there used to be a chat room on the Celestine Vision website. Many people came and believed it was a spiritual chat room. It wasn’t. It was a room of synchronicity. Many people found what they were looking for there, and through it all, there were many dramas, turf wars, alliances, and connections of people that lead to long friendships.

I was a mod there for years, but saw the end before it came. I was prompted to create my own chat room, which was geared towards Empaths. Initially, I did this for a then friend, but she did not follow through. Regardless, I kept the payments up and eventually people started to come in and stay. (And one of the people I made a mod stayed in the room for nearly a year before it finally started to take off.)

Today, this chat room is alive and healthy, and receives very interesting visitors.

It’s a mix between dark and light, support and acceptance. People come there and find just what they need most of the time.

So if you’re looking for a place to connect to others, you are welcome to join this room.

It’s a simple interface. (Java based) No ads and need to register. You can if you wish, though.

The rules are simple. Be nice to each other and don’t invalidate another.

You can find the chat room at on my website here.

 

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com.

 

The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  I’m not one to dramatize things, so when I say read at your own risk, then take note. For those who wish to gain a fuller understanding of the denizens of the astral worlds around us, then proceed by all means.

 

They say be careful what you ask for because you may just well get it. There is profound truth in this statement.

In past blogs, I’ve proclaimed myself to be a sceptic, in spite of all the things I’ve experienced. There was always this niggle of doubt of it being all in my mind.

You might ask why I’d think such a thing and my answer would be: Because the stuff I was coming up with and what was happening was more contrived and unbelievable than the worst Hollywood movie.

Always being in the right place, at the right time and finding out the right information from the right people which would always reveal more of the picture.

Either my imagination was running wild along with everyone else’s or this was all really happening.

The frustrating part of telling my story is that I don’t get all the information at once. I get them in layers. Every layer brings a new dimension to what is really going on, and reveals new people and past events that explain what and why things happened.

Every time I think I get to a stage where I say, ‘ah huh, now I understand’ something new would pop up creating a new ‘OMG moment.’

My awareness of new information depends on what I already knew, and generally what I got tended to reflect what I’m able to put into perspective. In other words, I have to first remember in order to make sense of the information.

It’s like a story with many layers. Each layer adds a new dimension to it and brings greater understandings and ‘ah ha’ moments.

And the main problem has been that when I came here, I had to forget everything.

My book, I am The Phoenix, discusses many of those memories and stories and those who are involved, and it’s an evolving story. I could endlessly update and rewrite it, but there has to be a cut of point somewhere.

And while my story is written as per the events I recorded and journaled, the story is so incredible that I had to stop and think: No one will believe this. Even I found it hard to believe, and it happened to me.

In spite of the fact that I was as sure as I could be that my experiences were real, I still wanted more proof. I wanted something that I could not refute. Something that I could take and look at and say, yes, this is real and I cannot deny it.

And then one day, I got just that.

Next: The attacks of doubt.

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com.

 

Somethings you have to go one step back in order to go two steps forward.


1-forward-2-backThings are going along nicely for a change. You’ve had a revelation. You’ve reached an epiphany and suddenly things are flow and life is good. It can only get better from here on in.

Then suddenly, without warning, you find yourself back at square one. Things feel just as bad, if not worse, and you fall into despair because you were doing so well… and now you’re not.

That anger that you felt you had gotten past before and has allowed you to move on is back in full force and you even feel angrier than before.

Or it might be some trauma, or fear, or resentment, or lack of self-confidence.

Sound familiar?

What happened?

This is a very common scenario, especially for those on the spiritual path. For them it’s 2 steps forward and 1 step back. It’s very frustrating and most don’t really understand what is going on.

So let’s look at what is really happening.

There will indeed be times when we feel like we’re making headway. We are moving forward so fast and feeling so amazing that we feeling that nothing can stop us.

Then we hit that wall. Ouch! Why?

If we’ve faced and conquered our demons, so to speak, then why are they back?

The truth is, you haven’t conquered them fully. You’ve just dealt with one aspect of them. It’s allowed you to reach a new understanding, but there is still more work to do. You may revisit the same thing over and over, each time chipping away at another piece of it until finally you have removed the entire block, and are really ready to move onto new things.

This is normal. It’s not always possible to deal with something in its entirety, especially if it’s deep, long term and part of your belief system.

You have to take it in stages. You have to look at it from different angles, and each stage can feel almost the same, but there are subtle differences.

Or if it is the same, then you’ve not retained what you learned, and you need to have a refresher in what you needed to know.

Life is a process. We can move forwards and backward at the same time, and sometimes you need to move backwards in order go forward.

Remember, if something isn’t there within you to begin with, you wouldn’t be facing it. So you need to deal with it according to your abilities so you can heal it.

Healing can take a long time. There is no time limit to how long it may take. Some feel embarrassed about having the same issues come up over and over again. They may feel like a broken record, but that’s just how it goes. Eventually, if you keep at it, you will heal and get past those things that hold you back.

The problem is that most people get discouraged and give up. They forget how much progress they actually made.

This is the worst thing you can do, though. Giving up will never get you to where you desire to be.

Yes, it can be painful, and yes, you may feel like you’ll never get there, but this I promise you. Keep at it, and you will succeed. Things will shift around for you to make it happen.

Life is a process of creation. You are the creator. Trust in the flow and know that you can’t help but get there in the end, no matter how bad things seem right now.

Do not fear the darkness… thank it instead.


light and darkThere’s a parable by Neale Donald Walsch called The Little Soul and the Sun. There are two parts to this tale. In a nutshell, the story is about a soul who wanted to know who he was., but because all there was, was light, and all he was, was light, he could not do this.
It begins:

There once was a soul who knew itself to be the light. This was a new soul, and so, anxious for experience. “I am the light,” it said. “I am the light.” Yet all the knowing of it and all the saying of it could not substitute for the experience of it. And in the realm from which this soul emerged, there was nothing but the light. Every soul was grand, every soul was magnificent, and every soul shone with the brilliance of God’s awesome light. And so the little soul in question was as a candle in the sun. In the midst of the grandest light — of which it was a part — it could not see itself, nor experience itself as Who and What it Really Is.

And then goes on to explain that in order for the soul to know itself, it must separate itself from all that is and call upon the darkness so it may know its own light and experience who he or she really is.

But in order for that soul aspect to know itself as light, someone had to play the part of being the darkness.

In this story, the soul wished to experience forgiveness, but as there was no one to forgive; someone had to play that part.

Another soul offered: “I will come into your next physical lifetime and do something for you to forgive. I ask only one thing in return,”

“Anything! Anything!” the Little Soul cried.

“In the moment that I strike you and smite you, in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could ever imagine – in that self-same moment…remember Who I Really Am.”

“Oh, I won’t forget!” promised the Little Soul. “I will see you in the perfection with which I hold you now, and I will remember Who You Are, always.”

This story illustrates perfectly why we have darkness. Why there are demons, and why people attack and hurt us.

And while many people do indeed seem to understand that all we do is because we have created it on some level, and that is our free will in action, they seem to forget the very thing they need to remember.

The ones who are dark are dark because without them, we could not experience our own light.

Far too often, I see people condemning demons, so called evil, people who have wronged them and cursing them to Hell (or whatever place they feel is punishing enough. )

Far too often people insist that there is no help for those being and they are not worthy or their time, their healing, or even their love or blessings.

But is this really what we should be doing? So called negative beings don’t remember who they really are. Perhaps they have chosen a part where, by necessity, they cannot have any connection to the light. No matter what is done, they will always be of the dark because that is what is required. And they will remain so until they eventually return, with the rest, to source.

People seem to take great pride in condemning that which they consider to be dark. They simply love to hate and detest anything that doesn’t meet their own personal standards.

But condemning the dark is as useless as condemning the night. Everything is there for a reason. It wouldn’t exist otherwise.

I can’t help but wonder how horrible it would be to be hated by everyone, attacked and detested just for being.

Personally, I feel we should bless the darkness. Thank them for their gift and even their sacrifice. Those who have even experienced a little of what it’s like to not have light in your life should understand what it is like to be like them.

They may not remember who they are. They may never be able to in this realm, but that doesn’t mean we should forget, either.

And while you may not agree or condone their actions, always come from a place of love, rather than hate or fear.

Someone has to play the bad guy. Perhaps one day it may be you.

Empath Series: First steps – I’ve just discovered I’m an Empath. Now what? Part 4 of 4


photoI get a lot of questions from people who say: I’ve just found out I’m an Empath. What do I do?

There are an abundance of resources and support groups for the Empath, but I thought we’d look at what would be helpful for any Empath to know when they discover they are one.

Personally, I had no clue how to write this, so as usual, when stuck for ideas, I asked my guides to assist.

Their responses are in italics

There are seven steps

Acceptance

Trusting in yourself.

Research

Self-awareness

Practicing your abilities

Grounding

Creating

In part one we discussed  Acceptance and Trusting in yourself.

In part two we discussed Research and Self-awareness.

In part three we discussed practicing your abilities.

Now we’ll look at the final two: Grounding and creating.

 

Step six : Grounding.

When you are ungrounded, it’s very hard to get a handle on your abilities. The key to grounding is self-confidence. When you doubt yourself, you will rarely be secure or grounded. This can occur when you doubt your feelings, feel that you don’t belong somewhere or take someone else’s point of view over yours.

Self-doubt is the nemesis of the Empath. They cannot afford to allow it if they wish to live a happy life and use their abilities to help others and their own path.

Whatever you do, do it with conviction. Whatever you do, make sure it matches your feelings. If it feels wrong, don’t do it.

And whatever you do, don’t get stuck in a mindset that you feel you have the answers. Nothing is absolute as everything is always changing. Always be open to new ways and new perceptions. If you become stuck, you can not only stall your growth, but lead an increasingly miserable existence.

Always allow change, but always make sure that change is in line with who you are. All change it good, even though it may seem tragic or horrible at the time. Remember, we often can’t see the forest for the trees.

And the final and seventh step isCreating.

And by that, I mean take back your creating power and letting it work for you, rather than letting others create your reality for you. We are all creators, in spite of what others may believe. We have the power and abilities to create a reality that is amazing and wonderful.

We are always creating with every thought and action. We do not realize it, though. Then when things turn out horribly, we do not understand that it was ourselves that created it. 

We do this in so many unwitting ways. We believe we are not good enough. That we do not deserve to be happy. That we are not worthy of riches, fame and success. That we are not capable of doing the things others can do.

But truth is: We are. We have exactly what we need in order to achieve what we came here for. It may not seem that way, but free dictates that you must have it, otherwise it would not be free will.

So remember, every thought, action and state of being is creative. Watch everything you think and say. Even simple words such as: ‘I’m sick and tired of this’ will eventually create a reality where you really are sick and tired. And you will not see it as something you created. You’ll simply see it as validation for what you’ve been saying all along.

Choose to take back your creative power. Choose to take reasonability for your life and circumstances. You are not there by chance. Nothing is random (unless you believe that it is, in which case you are choosing a random existence.)

Choose to be an amazing Empath that can life a joyful and prosperous life with full control over their abilities.

As always, choose wisely. 

Empath Series: First steps – I’ve just discovered I’m an Empath. Now what? Part 3 of 4


third eyeI get a lot of questions from people who say: I’ve just found out I’m an Empath. What do I do?

There are an abundance of resources and support groups for the Empath, but I thought we’d look at what would be helpful for any Empath to know when they discover they are one.

Personally, I had no clue how to write this, so as usual, when stuck for ideas, I asked my guides to assist.

Their responses are in italics

There are seven steps

Acceptance

Trusting in yourself.

Research

Self-awareness

Practicing your abilities

Grounding

Creating

In part one we discussed  Acceptance and Trusting in yourself.

In part two we discussed Research and Self-awareness.

Today we’ll look at Practicing your abilities, which is step five.

Practicing your abilities.

The more you use something, the more proficient and comfortable you will become at using it. Don’t be afraid of failures or when things did not pan out like you expected them to. Those are valuable experiences in what works and what doesn’t work. It’s not unusual to sometimes get a false positive.

A false positive?

Something that feels right, but isn’t. Now I know that sounds contradictory as to me saying, trust your feelings, but it’s worth noting this:

Sometimes when you feel something is true, but you find that it isn’t, look deeper. There will be truth, but it may well appear in a certain context.

For instance, if you sense something happening for someone but you are told this has not happened, it may well be because you are sensing something that may happen, has happened or is happening, but the subject does not acknowledge it. Also, such things can be a matter of perspective and terminology.

You know, that is a cop out. Psychics use that excuse all the time when they get something wrong.

We’re not talking about charlatans. We’re not talking about people who do cold readings. We’ve already established that the person is an Empath. They are picking up feelings and possibly much, much more. They are not out to scam anyone.

We are discussing how they should develop their abilities and what happens if something feels right but isn’t. So do not confuse the two.

Okay, difference is noted.

A false positive is when something is right, but you do not have the right context to put it into. Do not dismiss it, simply put it aside and see what else comes up. It is completely possible to tell someone something they are in denial of, and so they will not acknowledge something in spite of it being true.

All it means is that it’s not what needs to be heard right now. It may not be true for that person right at the point of time, but there will be truth in retrospect. Hence, you have a positive, but it’s not the time to discuss it. Trust in your feelings on that one. You will often feel you shouldn’t tell someone something. Listen to that.

If it’s true, then it’s not a false positive. It’s not false at all.

It means that it feels right, but circumstances make it not right. It still is true, but is not acknowledged as such. You are thinking of it appearing true, in spite of the fact that it is not true. While that is also termed as a false positive, it is another definition of the term. 

Next Part four: Grounding and Creating