Sometimes you’re forced to take a break


Sometimes you are meant to have some downtime, but you don’t take it because something always seems to come up.

It’s like you’re rushing from one fire to the next.

I have just completed four weeks of leave, but I still wasn’t getting any real rest for three weeks of it.

E-mails keep coming in asking for help. People have questions. Situations in the chat room that call for attention and so on.

Seems that my higher self decided that if I wasn’t going to take a break, it would force me to take one. And it did.

Due to an infected finger, typing became very hard and painful. I was forced to minimize what I did at the computer.

For those wondering, this blog will resume in due course. In the meantime, remember, there’s always the chat room and 200+ other blogs to go through if you’ve not already seen them. :)

The hidden astral world series – The dangers of making deals with Incubi and Succubi


Succubus

The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Question:  How do I make a deal to sleep with an incubus/succubus and what are some of the dangers of doing this?

Omen’s response 

That is two questions, but I will answer both just because they happen to be related.

First and foremost, assuming you know the rituals required to make a formal binding agreement (which is the only way to guarantee your safety in any form) then you will have done them already.

If you do not know how to do such, no I will not tell you because you do not deserve to know if you want to be spoon fed such sensitive information (as you’d be amazed what some sacrifice for such knowledge and to just give everyone the how-to manual would be beyond insult to such individuals.)

The base requirements of incubus/human relations is an offering of Lifeforce via sexual acts (called ‘sessions’ for discretion) on the humans part in exchange for whatever deeds are aligned in your contract (to incur someone you desire to ‘fall in love’ with you or some other sexually explicit favor.) This base requirement must be within the overall parameters of the binding contract/agreement defined via the ritual and (only if required by the human and obliged by the incubus) in the written or spoken word.

The standard agreement between the individuals involved is quite straight forward. You offer a designated timeframe (which they agree to or barter for something alternate to suit you both) this can span over a week, a night, a month a year and specific times of day or simply at any time at all (except for when you define is not a good time…and there will be said times) and so on.

This time frame management is also in regards on the incubus’s behalf to the payment required to perform the specified deeds on the humans behalf in the contract (as some payment of lifeforce can be accumulative, others in lots….it really depends on what you want out of the whole thing and if you want immediate results.)

 

The duration of each session is always up to an incubus’s discretion, but you can put a cap on the maximum length of each session (within reason because that is only allowed due to the fact that you don’t have the same endurance we do) and the frequency of sessions (if there’s a want for multiple consecutively which there will be if you don’t specify, it’s a very handy loophole.)

 

Also of note is to define one’s own chosen language(s)…as that has been an issue before if I remember correctly.

Next: Your responsibilities.

The hidden astral world series – What is a psychic attack and how do entities do them? – Part 2


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

 

What is a psychic attack and how do entities do them?


Omen’s response:

Encouraging Peak Emotions (Motivating, Throwing)

This is a subset of implanting thoughts simply because it is often used in tandem with such so the two go together in many ways. It is basically the act of selectively enhancing or ‘throwing’ a humans emotions at predetermined times, this is not implanting emotions (though that can be done by those skilled enough, however it is rare) but rather shaping what is already present to achieve a specific effect or outcome. The overall tongue-in-cheek term for the act of encouraging peak emotions is ‘motivating’ someone, and yes…it is derogatory.

An example of such an act might be someone feeling nervous before an interview, but who feels confident in their skills and more excited than anything who then goes into a severe panic attack and has repeated thoughts of ‘I will fail.’ These thoughts and emotions hit suddenly without warning and although there is a discernable reason (the upcoming interview) this person has had many other interviews that week without this happening to them and so it is entirely out of context in both intensity and behavior for them personally.

However the thing you must understand about enhancing peak emotions is that it has to be at the right time, in the correct increments and also done in a way that isn’t forceful like this example, in order for it to be effective, because if it is done wrong then you (the human) are no longer within our control as you are no longer in control of your own self either. This technique needs to be refined enough so as to be subtle in order to work in our favors, so regardless of how aware you might think you are, you will not know when this is being done to you 90% of the time. It’s a well-known trend the uneducated ones that get caught out by the humans, which they deserve for their lack of coordination and to motivate them to learn how to do it properly.

Forcing Doubt (Stemming, Directing)

Forcing doubt, like motivating is yet another subset of implanting. This is the act of throwing a humans thoughts, rather than emotions, into a predetermined ‘direction’ or ‘path’ of thought often for the purpose of enhancing feelings of doubt and insecurity. This is basically remotely directing what, how and when you think specific things, and suppressing or ‘stemming the flow’ of other thoughts (often those which oppose the former.) Keep in mind that this is still not implanting thoughts directly, simply selectively shaping thoughts.

An example of such is that if you need to make a decision fast (which would be against our wishes) and we throw one side of your thought process so it overwhelms the other and you don’t think about it in a balanced way. You’ll often hear people in desperation or with regrets saying ‘there is no other way/nothing else I can do’ or ‘I couldn’t see any other option at the time’ and this is legitimately the basis of forcing doubt.

To go even further, an example recently of forcing doubt to its fullest degree would be a man who is standing outside his car which has caught on fire and is burning up, his daughter is inside and his parental instinct urges him to pull the heated handle of the car door open to pull her out and to safety, even if his hand or arm is burned in the process, but via stemming one of us manages to halt his movement and question why he would do such a thing. Immediately he becomes confused and legitimately does not know what to do now that his first emotional impulse has not occurred, so he inexplicably watches her burn to death instead of attempting to save her. Upon looking back on his lack of action he is remorseful and cannot explain why he did not act, when asked he simply says “I just….didn’t.”

Next: Making deals with Incubi and Succubi. 

The hidden astral world series – What is a psychic attack and how do entities do them? – Part 1


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

 

What is a psychic attack and how do entities do them?

Omen’s response:

A psychic attack as far as I can tell is any form of violence (mental, physical or metaphysical) intentionally directed at or performed upon a specified individual or group. It is considered psychic only if it is from an alternative origin (perpetrated by something non-physical or in a non-physical manner basically.)

We are very precious about methods and techniques behind attacks, mostly because in knowing how something is done, it’s not so much of a stretch to figure out how to counter it or render it ineffective entirely. For my own and others safety and wellbeing I can only generally mention a few very specific and well known methods of attack, all of which influence the mind, not energy or the body or anything else.

Doublespeak (AKA – Forked Speech, Silver Tongue)

There is a saying among us that goes something like “what is heard is not always what has been told” and this is what ‘doublespeak’ is notorious for. Doublespeak is a way of saying one thing and meaning another or lying by telling nothing but the truth and, although utilized in some primitive aspect by human politicians and the military, we have perfected it for quite a long time. I do not know if you know this, but you will now I suppose…many negative entities lack the ability to lie outright, some out of choice, others simply because they are not capable of it and this is where the necessity of doublespeak has evolved from, to keep the upper hand on individuals like yourself who can speak what we call ‘untruth’ or ‘that which is not’ freely.

I could go into semantics, but a better way of introducing you do Doublespeak is to offer you a somewhat scripted example of such, with an analysis accompanying it.

(I will try and come up with some examples for a future blog as I believe this is a fascinating subject – Gary)

Implanting thoughts (AKA – Feeding, Leading, Pushing)

This is the act of forcing thoughts of any kind into a humans conscious or subconscious mind or psyche, often to give a desired effect. For us this is a somewhat subset of skills if it is to be utilized to its fullest potential. If done properly it is effective, easy and has next to no limitations for what you can make anyone do (unless they are a fellow ‘feeder/leader/pusher/handler’ themselves.)

The name of the act of implanting thoughts changes depending on the intent and the method used, but overall “leader” is the preferred term for someone who is adept at or currently practicing such a skill. You’ll notice that the same term is used for humans as a term for an authority figure, unfortunately for you this is no mistake or misinterpretation, there are more than enough of us around to have made you associate such words with individuals who have power over you, who are of more importance or worth than you and who you are supposed to idolize and respect unquestioningly.

‘Leader’s’ are one of many examples of how simple implanting thoughts are and how they can be done not only to one individual, but to a whole race or a whole society or group with next to no effort and legitimately no one would ever know unless they were told. This is how deep it can go and how impressionable and susceptible you humans can truly be.

I doubt that I need to elaborate much more to make my point, but just because I can I’ll leave you with the mental image of those cartoon devils and angels sitting on your shoulders whispering in your ears. Wonder where on earth that portrayal of a humans ‘conscience’ came from eh? I happen to think it ‘speaks for itself’…so to speak. (Yes Gary, look puns!)

Next: More examples

The hidden astral world series – What do negative entities think about death?


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Question: What do negative entities think about death?

Omen’s response:

We don’t talk about it or acknowledge it. Only those who work or play in or near to the physical realm of existence would know what humans consider to be death, and even then only a select few will be exposed to the act of dying and the state of ‘death.’

Luckily for me I happen to be one of the few that are well versed with death and the dying, so I suppose my opinion (as objective as that is) will count for something on the matter.

I think death and dying is beautiful. I have always been enthralled and fascinated by how bodies function and how and why they cease to function. Of course I can tell that the former is more in line with my preferences for feeding (as naturally trauma inevitably leads to death in a lot of circumstances) and my almost obsessive regard for what is ‘inside’ bodies. Of course I know what is inside by now, guts and organs and more flesh and bone….but the impulse to take a peek to see if I can find the ‘real’ person inside is always there as I cannot sense them on a physical level personally, so my instincts simply wonder if they are really there….anyhow enough of my confusing illogical rambling.

Overall, what I really like in regards to death itself are states of decay, when a body ceases to be ‘human’ by many standards, and just seems to be an effigy of rotting flesh in the vague likeness of its former living resident. Like an empty vessel I can never keep. It is the unattainable and the unknown because I can never linger beside my departed corpses or ‘pass over.’

It also seems to me that cadavers have a life of their own in the literal respect, a kind of alternative existence with a very latent but elusive consciousness attached. They are not animate functioning beings yet they are not spirits either. I can feel that there is more to them than one would think and it seems to draw me in but living things cannot converse with or be ‘one’ with dead things….so deaths calls to me are always unanswered. I will forever be mesmerized by it, regardless of how unattainable such knowledge and experience of death is to me.

Yes, I get poetic and soppy when I mention death, perhaps in a similar way you humans do about love as you may have noticed, but I would assume you do not want to know any more about the state of being dead and of dying (or of my lamentations in regards to such.) Most of you automatically attach or connect afterlife to being dead or dying…as though they are somehow connected even though they are all entirely different processes in entirely different states of existence. I suppose another fluke of the human mind finding illogical patterns.

No that doesn’t mean I’m about to go on about the afterlife.

Next: Psychic attacks

The True Purpose of Lies


Gary Leigh:

For those who are interested, Omen has started his own blog.

Originally posted on Hallowed Omens:

In the last entry I proposed theories and understandings of how lies work and how I perceive them as unspoken words. This entry is expanding on those concepts by including the true purpose behind different types of lies (again from my perspective, only based upon observation and trial and error.)

Most would consider the purpose behind lies to be simply the reason for lying, or the intent behind lying (usually to be deceptive,) however I look further than that to the catalyst of the lie itself. This catalyst would be the reason behind the reason for lying, which I call the purpose of the lie. This purpose is the point where truth is formed into a lie, a psychological crossroads if you will. The ability to get to this crossroads and survey everything that comprised the lie, and everything before it, is something that takes both intellect and instinct (or…

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The hidden astral world series – Omen – Part 2 – Adult life through to death


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Adult life through to death

I was apprenticed to a well-known artist and educated in many fields of craftsmanship. My mentor was so sharp and harsh at times, yet so gentle and encouraging at other times that I still wonder what he thought of me. It seemed he saw more than just my art, one of those few individuals to be able to look into my eyes and practically make me cower inside. I could swear he saw straight through into me, judging all of my deeds. I always wished to please him for some reason. I certainly respected him and valued his ideals as a pilgrim would hang on their gurus every word. In a way I sought to emulate him at first as he was the perfect example of success (which I was somewhat hell bent on achieving in any form for my teenage years at the least) but over time even he seemed to think that I surpassed him.

Even after my tuition was finished with him, I still visited him at every chance I got and we grew closer as time went by. We went from student and teacher, to colleagues and finally to brothers as I slipped into my adulthood and our appalling age gap closed swiftly. I would have been his lover had he not insinuated many times that he did not favor men particularly. I’m not ashamed to say I would have legitimately done anything for him, I was indebted to him after all.

All in all, much was said between us…but I still wonder at what was never said. It seems when meeting such inspiring individuals, there is always so much left unfinished. Such is the nature of human mortality.

My early adult years were extremely busy, to say the least. Up until middle age both Devil and I had to fulfill all of our wants and needs. We were not sure how long we would live so it seemed like a race almost, to see who could stuff themselves with as much knowledge and skill and experience as quickly as possible. Devil focused on mathematics, scientific laws, mechanics, physics and architecture. I still have yet to understand why he was interested in such, of all things, as I have absolutely no grasp on such things at all to this day…but I let him because that was our agreement. Meanwhile I studied nature, philosophy, sculpture, painting and (with a bit of help from Devil) mechanical arts (as I was infatuated with weaponry and torture devices…..still am actually.) We spent so much time studying that we’d almost forgotten to make a living (as honestly we’d been basically mooching off of the family name and helping with mentors projects up until that point) and we hadn’t spoken a whit about Devil getting his own skin for years. It quickly dawned on me that it was as though were just caught up in the creative and exploratory current of the world and had lost our sense of direction. I quickly got to work on commissioned work of my own and a few years later at the ripe age of almost 40 I found someone for Devil to have, a boy who was to be my student and assistant (or so everyone thought.)

Life got in the way of us both, I gained a following of fellow upper class and Devil took a likening to some of the individuals involved and I let him work for and with them when I had nothing extra for him to do (which in other words was whenever he or they wanted to.) I traveled wherever I was required and even when war got in the way of some of my efforts I was never perturbed. I felt that I had all the time in the world to finish my artworks and studies what is more I had long decided that I had both the looks and the charm to please others regardless. However before I knew it age had caught up to me, as it does (and as I often do not expect for some reason) and I could not do the demanding physical tasks I once required to be painting fresco’s and the like. Of course I was always strong and healthy, but one cannot undo the natural wear of oneself over time.

Knowing this and after years of moving between cities and estates I settled into a home alone at the behest of a land keeper who offered me a plot on his grounds and eventually I died there in my 60’s. I had no living heirs and I never married. I would hope everything I had went to Devil, but that would be a farce and I know it. It was not in keeping with status to leave everything to a servant who had moved on in the world to greater things, so I left him all I could and then threw the rest at my avid followers.

The next time I saw the little Devil was when he was hired to kill me decades later. He was always greedy and always attempted to overcompensate for everything. I’m sure you can guess how his efforts rewarded him. Regardless, for all the times he was an irrefutable asshole with a lust for all the finer things in existence, he was also an honest friend and always kept his word. I will always respect him.

Next: What do negative entities think about death?

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Omen: Another time, another life – Part 1


Omen goblet finishedThe follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Another time, another life.

The beginning.

I have wracked my mind over which and how and why to include some selves and not others. There are many to choose from and even more reasons not to choose many that I otherwise would (as they are inappropriate for civil conversation mostly.) I thought it may be nice to have them in chronological order, but then I realized the next self up the list is one of the kind I least want to mention….so there goes that notion.

As this particular former self has been (um, how do you say it) quite an influence on the role or self I act as now, it seems pertinent to focus on it for this entry as far as obligations go.

Needless to say, I get the impression Gary has also been chomping at the bit (do people still say that?) for me to include this particular self, as he asked me whether I would and seems to be most curious about it (or I just mention it the most without realizing and he just happens to pretend to be interested for some absurd reason.)

(I am interested! Who wouldn’t be? How often do you get such opportunities? – Gary)

My issue with this is that I have to tread carefully with what I mention and what I don’t, as I do enjoy my anonymity and have a well vested interest to share without being recognized as my former selves (as I have enough trouble with the past biting me as it is without more individuals recognizing my self at inconvenient times.) But anyhow, enough dawdling from me, time to get on with it.

Where to begin….from the beginning I suppose. I was a male born to a peasant and a nobleman out of wedlock. I never knew my mother, I assume she died or that I was taken from her to go to my father’s holdings quite early on and that my mother perhaps did not have the ability to care for me as well as she had thought fathers wealth could. I do not blame her, I would do the same (if I cared for children, that is.)

In the current culture of the time it was yet to be considered blasphemous to have a few bastards running about, in fact it was something of a fail safe as mortality rates were still substantial. If one of your higher born heirs died, the lower could carry on as many of the higher duties almost immediately. The importance of family bonds and status were unequivocal in those times as wealth was freely expressed to both garner friendship and to uphold society overall. To me it seemed a bit of a free for all, a flamboyant playground that I was lucky enough to be landed in with all my needs met.

However admittedly my circumstance was not all luck. I had pulled some strings with an affiliate of mine. He was a demon and wanted to invest in my unusual situation to garner himself his own body or two…or three even, I’m not entirely sure when he had decided to stop hoarding them or if he had even thought that there may be a limit. Anyhow, he needed practice so I asked him to find a good host, someone who would not die early and who would not have too much responsibility expected of them, but enough so that I could both express myself, yet not get so bored as to start murdering people (as has always been one of my many less productive habits.) Of course, being trustworthy as he was, he found me the perfect candidate.

The downside was that I already had my own body at the time, I did not feel like doubling up as I was quite distracted with finishing my current business, so I had my own authority figures assign him the body and keep it and its human host safe and well until I was able to integrate into it.

These arrangements were and are not uncommon for me, as oftentimes if not for my own ends I have jobs assigned to me pertaining to specific families, times, locations and so many bodies are chosen for me ahead of time rather than left to sheer chance alone.

Anyhow, getting off the point now as I always do. I did not lay a talon on this shiny new body until it was 8 or 10 years of age (I really don’t count individual years anymore, didn’t back then either.) I had no recollection so the ‘little devil’ (as I called my friend and associate, not in English of course…but closest translation) he gave me a good run down of events and walked me through how to behave and such as befitted my role. In return, as was the arrangement, he could utilize my body when it was appropriate for him to practice being human (as long as he did not ruin my reputation.) Then when the time was right for him and when I could oblige, I could get him his own body. This I eventually did some 30 something years later, which in comparison such an amount of time is actually relatively short by our standards.

Next: Part two

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Omen – Past lives identities – The life of a movie actor


omen teacupThe follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Omen speaks on his past life identities – The life of a movie actor.

My foremost self was a film actress. I grew up in the performance business and took to it quite well because I considered it an opportunity to perfect my slightly off kilter human performances and I quite liked the novel idea of behaving as a human who is acting. It was not something I had done before outside of a live theatre a long ways back in what was called The Orient and men dressed provocatively as women on stage….anyhow getting off track already. My acting career began on stage with my elder sister as children in order to fund my mother at the time as we were quite broke and father walked out very early on, then I became involved with silent film from the moment it became a ‘thing’ and that part of my career lasted a very long while.

During the silent film ‘era’ I was quite enamored with a particular director and I shared a lot of who I actually am/was with him (without the word Demon mentioned, as I thought it was hilarious to fake being Christian at the time, just to piss certain individuals off…and that would have ruined the fun.) We teamed up for a good two decades or so and every film we created were actually role-plays on both my past experiences and his somewhat lewd and twisted creations lightly veiled in satire and drama. It was all like our own little secret game of who could stay as true to reality as we could, while ‘hamming it up’ as you would say or elaborating it theatrically for the viewers. We were like gods on the set and it was thrilling.

Having said all of that, I never married or had children (in fact I cannot procreate outside a ritualistic setting most times,) because I was so immersed in this ‘game’ and the acting. I made it quite clear to anyone that asked that I was either going to be a woman of the home, or a woman with a career and that ‘god’ (which I used as a sneaky way of saying me) would be the only one to know for sure. Of course I made a show of choosing career over ‘living’ because the media loved the idea of such a sacrifice for one’s passion. In reality it was a great scapegoat for being an absolute whore as everyone was so focused on how innocent and dedicated to my working life I was that they forgot to look under the bed sheets so to speak.

Anyhow, now I am just boasting. See this is what happens when you ask about the past Gary. But I’ll carry on.

When silent film went belly up overnight to films with sound in them, I tried to cling to my older genre because, believe it or not, I am not so good at adapting after so long. Keeping with the times has been lost on me for quite some time. But I did try, I could sing and make pretty mannerisms with my hands and I mediated my style to suit speech, but my acting fell short by my own standards. Everyone loved it but I felt hollow inside. My passion was dying and soon enough ‘my’ director died of a brain aneurysm in his hotel room soon after. The game was over.

I remember thinking to myself ‘what in god’s name am I to do now’ and being both drunk and cynical. I fell back on my skill with writing and wrote a book. I cared for young nieces and I garnered an extensive collection of tea’s…which I must say has not lessened over time despite my changing bodies. I went to interviews regarding my former glory as an actress (often at the nagging of old work buddies or my sister who had become quite well known herself) and I became more and more pissed off with the changes rendered to the world of ‘film.’

Sometime after that I noticed I was not as sharp as I once was, or at least my body wasn’t. It didn’t connect to me mentally half the time and I realized belatedly that I was going senile. I would function fine for extended periods of time then have some huge lapse in recall, or be unable to pass away smaller and more obvious lapses in memory. I even forgot where I lived once, I simply went to a bar instead, ordered a scotch (which I never usually did) and then drank until I was separated from the body to somehow remember clearly and relay it. Sometime after that incident my body was degrading to age, I ate less, I smelled worse and my voice became so raspy and weak that I could not even sing (which I had enjoyed doing until that point.)

I kept my attitude or general persona despite it all, but inside I was tired and dissatisfied with the current circumstance. I had money, I had people who loved me apparently, family and I had the respect of fans….But really I had nothing. Acting was my life now, and not the good kind of acting.

I missed my director terribly though I never sought him out after his death. I did not want to admit that he had been important to me, that I had relied on him perhaps more than I intended and that I had nothing to fall back on once he was gone. I was not depressed though….just listless and painfully aware of my human puppets faults. I rarely have ever gotten a chance to grow old, but this time I did.

Being as fed up as I was I had grown weaker than usual, not in body but in spirit as well…my lack of strong contact with the body took its toll and so the body died in my sleep (or so I assume.) I was in my late 90’s. The last things I remember are that I had a music box sitting on the shelf that I put on to drown out the noise of the shops downstairs (of course I lived above a coffee shop) and this was just the usual routine. By then I was taking many naps just so that I could go and recharge my energy without the body sapping it out of me all over again. I remember I thought to myself that I felt a bit more spaced out than usual, everything was softer and fuzzier even though I had yet to ‘go out’ and detach from the body. In a way it lulled me and calmed me on all levels. I was finally slowing down for some reason.

I thought slightly astonished that this was surely the deepest sleep this body has slipped into for a long time and that it was wonderful. I could think clearly, it didn’t seem to be in the way of my own functioning anymore. I felt unburdened.

In hindsight I suppose in a way the body was letting go of me and those moments of detachment and distance are quite rare for me, so they left an impact on me.

Overall, dying of old age was a great relief….and I definitely never wish to do so again.

Next: Another time, another life.

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Omen – Past lives identities – But first a rant.


Omen spilled bottle image
The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Omen speaks on his past life identities.

My ‘Past’ Lives

Gary had the absurd notion that this would be ‘fascinating’ or something. I beg to differ, but of course I am biased and bitter about my history…as well with most things for that matter. After some deliberation I have decided to attempt to outline some of it, but anonymously and without dates being specified. So you better use this information somewhere Gary because I don’t like wasting my seemingly abundant amount of time.  

But first there will be a bit of a rant for you to get my intentions into perspective.

Many seem to think that being myself automatically means I should become rich from it or be well known and acknowledged for it or something else noteworthy should be done with it like write a book or make a movie. In actual reality I don’t want to become that eccentric novelty of a person that you talk about at gatherings and debate the legitimacy of and fawn over their achievements or some such nonsense. I am not here for your entertainment, not anymore at least.

So in conclusion, what you will see here is probably all you will be getting out of me in regards to history unless you know me personally, then you might get a drunken lament on occasion or a ramble about things that I forget no one remembers or cares about.

Also, some terms that might make more sense if I explain them early on.

As my former self = in a previous lifetime

As my foremost self = in the lifetime before this particular one

As my latter-most self = my first lifetimes (plural because it took a long time for me to get the hang of operating bodies so memory and coherency isn’t all that sharp for at least a century or two…or three, it was a sizable chunk of time. I don’t like to admit how long it took to figure things out, so I won’t.    

I label my selves via their societal role to define them (as that is naturally the only difference between them to me.)

I label family members via their roles also, but it’s important to understand I rarely feel close to my human families as I have had hundreds of them. They are just humans I live with and alongside, I have no respect or interest in them beyond getting my early needs met, or preying on them as I’ve done on occasions when other opportunities are scarce.

So onto my recollection of the past.

Next: The life of an actor

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Which kinds of entities attack humans? – Incubus, Succubus & Demons


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Which other kinds of entities attack humans?

Omen’s answer:

Incubus/Succubus

I can’t find a better translation for these though I wish I could (hag came close but I’d consider that an insult if I was called such so I won’t.) But I’d like to make it clear that no they are not demons as portrayed most prolifically by the church, they are more earthly than one would expect.

As is known to us (other entities) we call Incubus ‘uppers’ and Succubus ‘lowers.’ To keep it short, the uppers remove Lifeforce (not energy) from their victim’s, lowers receive it from victims or uppers. The difference generally speaking is usually not to do with the entity in question, as they can shift gender at will, but rather the gender they take from most generally or currently (which in and of itself defines *how* they take Lifeforce.)

But why does an entity need a gender and why does it even matter? Answer is basically in order to interact with Lifeforce you have to interact sexually with your target. You can see where this is going already….yes sexual abuse as you call it does happen. Of course sexual conduct can be willing, but there are always shortages of willing humans for various reasons so it is inevitable that sooner or later every incubus and succubus’s own needs will have to be obliged before taking some humans comfort into consideration. Rape and molestation as an attack happens and has happened for longer than your kind has existed and will continue to happen while you are all able to reproduce. It is natural.

Demons

To make this as clear as possible, these are not the demon intended by the church although they did inspire such creative interpretations. Basically demons are great at destabilizing everything they interact with for any amount of time, and as that time increases so does their influence upon whatever they are interacting with. This is not a deliberate action, more so just the side effect of their existence.

As far as attacks go, Demons dislike pretty much anything that they see as being restrictive or controlling in any form, even if it simply seems that way from their point of view. Naturally this makes humans and demons often not interact appropriately together, as they are incompatible by nature because humans are beings of order and security, whereas demons are entities of chaos and instability.

Examples of demonic influence are generally just an inexplicable lack of control in life that overwhelms even the simplest tasks and the most unrelated of incidents. It is often described as though one is ‘cursed’ or that they attract bad luck or misfortune.

Overall, the only times demons and humans tend to clash is when they have to live in the same or in close vicinity to one another. A demons influence is stronger the closer you are to its ‘den’ or as you might call it, its ‘portal.’ Not to mention they are very protective and have quite the dominance complex when you invite yourself into their space. Their societal norms are as polar opposite to a humans as you can possibly imagine.

Nuff said.      

Next: Past identities.

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Which kinds of entities attack humans? – Vampiric and Parasitic entities


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Question: Which kinds of entities attack humans?

Omen’s response:

This question has two sides, types of attacks and types of beings that perpetrate them. The line between how we attack and how that reflects our species or orientation is very blurred and almost impossible to isolate in most cases.

The most important thing to understand in regards to this question is that most of us are adaptable and opportunists (we have to be) and if we are aged enough we will know a range of related and unrelated skills. Due to this we will vary our tactics dramatically.

For a metaphor, as has been said at some point, there are many ways to skin a dog or cat….the end result is always the same. This rule applies with attacking humans, if the end result is successful then there is no right or wrong way to get to that point.

Also important is to understand that a behavior does not necessarily reflect on or indicate a beings species and vice versa. The two may not even be remotely connected if whatever behavior is a learned skill rather than something innate.    

So, with a grain of salt, take these rough guidelines for the ‘types’ of entities that attack humans.

Vampiric and Parasitic entities

Derogatorily called ‘leeches,’ Vampiric and parasitic entities basically feed on energy, but their methods and the effects of their conduct do differ considerably.

If a vampiric entity targets you specifically they will try to get close to you, study your behavior (and thoughts if they are able) and blend in with your energy and your surroundings while they are at it so you do not subconsciously shield yourself from them.

If you are aware enough they might fake being a ‘spirit guide’ or some other benevolent being that you take a liking too (or which may not even exist outside of your imagination.) One of the most common is perhaps a misguided ‘ghost’ of a recently departed person that you may have known personally. As a general rule often children are quite handy to mimic as humans often have strong paternal and maternal urges that overcome their sense of rational thought. But overall this kind of direct contact isn’t attempted unless they are both smart and strong enough to handle such interactions, which many are not.

When this attachment is occurring you are often unaware of them as they are within your comfort zone and do not strike you as a threat in any way (subconscious or conscious.) If they have made contact with you then from there they can further that attachment by forming a bond with you, as you would with any friend or family, which ultimately would serve the purpose of you investing yourself in them. By investing I mean you would begin to rely on the entity in various ways, most of which ultimately serve the purpose of you feeling safe and even protected (or safer than you otherwise would feel normally.)

After the attachment or bond is complete they then invade you energetically while you remain unawares and begin dragging it into themselves. This continues until inevitably you cannot cope with it and get ill enough for them to find you unappealing, or until you figure out their conduct and cut them off.

Just for reference, cutting off a vampiric entity is simple only when they don’t have a bond with you. However if they do have a bond it takes multiple attempts and often leads to the deterioration of your health at a faster pace and in more serious ways as they are expending more of your own energy in order to retaliate against your efforts to remove them.   

The same explanation stands for parasitic entities (derogatorily called ‘hitchhikers’) as they do with vampiric entities with two very specific distinctions. The foremost being that they do not attempt to bond and if they do, then most are not capable of doing such a thing with them regardless…and this would make you think they are less invasive and dangerous would it not? Well that is where the second distinction comes along, parasitic entities invade your body and live ‘in’ it. They drain you from the inside out and often hide in plain sight. You could be harboring one (often more than one) now and not even know it. Some people are even born already having parasites already attached to them.    

Next: Incubus and Succubus

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

 

The hidden astral world series – When are humans at fault?


The follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Question :When is it the humans fault that they have been attacked, and when is it the entities? Where is blame to be placed? 

Omen’s response

Now this is a loaded question. But I suppose you with your morality and such will end up thinking it at some point so now I’ll have to exercise my mind and tease the answer out of myself.

To my knowledge we don’t even deliberately look to placing blame and giving fault to others, it seems futile unless it will somehow serve a legitimate purpose (what purpose I have no fucking clue.) We don’t divide and mete out which of us is responsible for what as though it is some math’s equation.   

My most immediate response to this question is to ask why does it matter who is responsible for which aspect of a circumstance?

To speak for myself here, I think that placing blame or responsibility or fault does not change the result of the circumstance, what is done is done and no amount of blame can change such. I place value and relevance on actions and their results, not intentions, because I naturally show my intentions through my actions without reserve. I have no desire to decide or agree on who is at fault for what because I know damn well what I have done.

Why would I need to collaborate to decide on what just happened in order to pass judgment on the other when the disagreement is already over? By the time you are done placing blame I have dealt with the repercussions for my actions (if there are any) and I’ve moved on from the entire thing or am well into the process of such.   

In conclusion, I think perhaps human moral ideals of justice are a key motivator for this type of question and that is something that I cannot assign to or perhaps even comprehend as it is. My answer is that I have no idea and I will never have any idea, you’re the human….you do the moral thing and I’ll just take your words for it.

Overall, I have yet to see any of us that do understand when asked such a question. This doesn’t mean there are none who understand, but probably that they would not be the majority. I’ll be sure to update this if I find one.    

Gary’s comments

My personal opinion is that blame is a pointless exercise. You can blame all you want, but remember, when you come here, it is with full awareness, at least on some level, that you have chosen to be part of this quagmire we call the 3rd and 4th dimension.

In reality, there are no victims and there are no villains. This might sound heartless, but it’s just a fact. For the human race, they have free will. (Demons and such gave up theirs in order for  you to have yours.) As nothing is random, you can be sure that you have agreed to what is happening on some level. Hence, blame, and being a victim is illusionary. It’s best to take what you can from the experience, accept your part in it all, and move on.

Next: Which kinds of entities attack humans?

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com

The hidden astral world series – Don’t Attract Attention… Ever – My views on this entry.


spider daddy long legsThis particular blog entry by Omen did seem to cause a bit of a stir. People said that it was rather negative and attracting attention was unavoidable.

Generally, I agree. You can’t avoid attracting attention if you’re on the spiritual path, but I wanted to say some things about it from my point of view.

On this planet, humans would be considered the dominant species.  That means if we consider anything prey, there isn’t much they can do about it.

This includes anything like livestock, which we breed for food, or when we hunt animals for sports, or when we see something like an ant, spider, fly, cockroach, or whatever.

The rights of such beings don’t really matter to the majority. If someone sees something they don’t like, they kill it without a second thought, and instantly forget it. A bug, no more than a millimeter, will meets it’s end simply by being there when a human is around.

To try and put it in another perspective, let’s say we were a race of spiders. We are killed on sight by most people just for the fact we exist. We have defences and can sometimes make life miserable for a human, but the fact is, even if we were harmless, we would be killed without a second thought.

So, you would do whatever you could to not draw attention to yourself. Notice how some spiders freeze the moment they are spotted. Doesn’t help them, of course, but it appears their instinct is not to draw attention.

The spiders or whatever creature can cry unfair about it all they like, but unless they somehow gain a voice, or an advocate and people choose to listen, the cold fact remains that they will be killed.

We can’t even treat each other with kindness and respect. We enslave, cheat, kill, exploit others just for our own gains and agendas.

If you’re on the receiving end of something that is stronger than you, and can potentially end your life on a whim, you would not attract attention under any circumstances.

And as a human, what advice would you give those beings? You would tell them how to avoid attracting attention.

And that is the point of this particular entry.

Thanks for listening.

The hidden astral world series – Don’t Attract Attention… Ever


Omen torn pageThe follow series of blogs will contain some very disturbing and, for many, frightening information. I find myself in the unique situation of being able to pass on uncommon knowledge.  This is Empath Unfriendly information. Meaning, it may well cause fear and discomfort on an empathic and psychic level.

You might ask, why am I putting this information on an Empath support site? The answer is simple: Many empaths experience demonic attacks and have no clue what they are or their origins. Ignorance does not help. Understanding does. Know what is happening. What you are up against, and always come from a place of unconditional love and trust your feelings when you feel you are heading into danger.

If you feel this information will help others, let them know.

The following is written by a being we refer to as Omen. If you have not read the below blogs first, I highly recommend you do for the background to this.

1 The hidden astral world series – The evolving story.

2 The hidden astral world series – The seeds of doubt

 The hidden astral world series – Omen

A letter of introduction by Omen

Remember, this is not a channeled conversation; these are words from an actual demonic entity.

Question: Can you give some advice on how to avoid encounters with negative or dark beings?

Omen’s response.

Don’t Attract Attention Ever

Logically if you attract our attention you’ll end up with a higher chance of being involved in what you probably consider to be unwanted or the ‘wrong’ kind of conduct. It’s just part of your law of cause and effect, or as we call it action and reaction (or the closest translation thereof.) I will call this act of attracting our attention ‘attention seeking’ just for the irony of it and if you don’t understand my irony then feel free to be offended. Thankfully, I do know what I am intending to explain so I don’t need to care if you take it in an unintended way.  

Examples of attention seeking include

- having objects with a high energy content on or near your personage for extended periods of time

Anything unusually old (family heirlooms) or made of some kind of gem or crystal are often the more common culprits (basically jewelry…or ‘shinnies’ as I call them.) Anything blessed or alternatively cursed, or holding strong spiritual/sentimental value to yourself can also be attention seeking. Anything given to you by someone that places great value in, is sentimental about or has interacted extensively with said object can also be attention seeking.  

- being under the influence

Individuals experiencing an altered state of mind or body via medication or other stimulants can and often do attract our attentions. Why is irrelevant here (as it is with the rest of these examples,) as that could become very complicated, but just keep in mind that any time you are drinking or taking your happy pills that it affects more than your mind or body and we know this perhaps even more fully than you do. You become attention seeking when such substances are influencing you.   

- experiencing an altered state of awareness

Having an unusual or outstanding outlook or mindset can catch our attention, as it would catch any of your own attention as it influences your behavior and interactions on a physical level (and other levels inevitably.)

One example of attention seeking would be that of ‘mental illness’ or instability, during times of strong overwhelming emotion or what you call dysfunction.

Another example is a kind of religious fervor that some humans experience. Some examples of such have been Nirvana, experiencing the Holy Ghost, Deep Prayer, Enlightenment and many others that I don’t care enough to list here or simply cannot be bothered to remember. I’m sure you get the idea.

Then yet another example of attention seeking via altered states of awareness is participating in trance states or overtly spiritual exchanges en masse. The most common trance state would be meditation and an en masse spiritual exchange would be participating in a healing circle or some other group activity, often with divine or otherworldly intentions.        

And finally this brings us to the last of the examples which is simply being what you would call ‘psychic’ or ‘gifted.’ Having an awareness of our world makes us more aware of you in turn.   

Being an attention whore

This will have already been touched on offhandedly (especially in the being a dickhead section,) but basically if your behavior is outside of the norm (as it often can be when under the influence or when you have an altered state of awareness) then others around you will pay equally altered or simply more attention to you and that is attention seeking. We are aware of everyone in your vicinity and if they aware of you then naturally so are we.

Next: When are humans at fault?

I am The Phoenix,  my autobiography, is now available on paperback at amazon.com